Inside out and upside down

Two weeks later and the boyfriend still sucks. Haven't talked to him in a week. To explain a little further he is lazy and borring. He doesn't mean to be. I just don't think he knows how to enjoy life. He doesn't know how to care about anyone else beyond what is convenient for him. You can't feel joy if there is noone to feel it with. I am the only person he really sees. How healthy is that. I mean he sees people at work but other than that its just me and usually thats just to lay on my couch and keep me from getting anything done. I'm tired so tired. I love him, atleast I love the him that I fell in love with 8 years ago but the further I get into this I don't think that person ever existed. Its like it was all just a put on to make me fall in love. He forgot to "be" the person who only socialized via internet gaming. Really what is that? Its a group of anti social people who have self esteems so low that the only way they can communicate is when they can't be seen. Someone please explain?