Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Anger


Life sucks!! My sister was murdered in a murder suicide. The idiot killed her and then killed himself. This has left me very angry. My grandmothers death 8 months ago left me sad. This grieving process is so different. I feel so much anger. Anger toward her death and anger toward everyone around me who do stupid things thinking they have forever to do the rite thing. Anger at the idiot who killed her. Angry at her for not putting any effort into having a relationship with me, angry at myself for not trying harder to see her and her kids more often. Anger so much anger rite now

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